I am not tired of forgiving, but I am tired of not being forgived.
I am not tired of finding excuses for you, but I am tired of finding flaws in me.
I will never tire of being a door mat;a punchbag, but I am tired of not finding one to let my grief out.
I am not tired of never judging, but I am tired of being judged. All the time.
I am not tired of justifying every wrong action and make it right, I am tired of not having someone to justify mine in the right way for me.
I am not tired of finding the beauty in the beast, but I am tired of people finding the beast in me.
I am not tired of understanding, but I am tired of being misunderstood.
I am not tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve, but I am tired of having it trampled.
I am not tired of doing a million things, but I am tired of being found fault for one.
I am not tired of Life, but I am tired of life trying me out, to my very end.
Its painfully exotic. I hope everythings good with you.
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ReplyDeleteI'm feeling the same way you are now, being in a vicious, mental torturing state of life and trying hard to move on.